Entries Tagged as 'Discernment'
May 26
By
Matthew Ramsay
A
key moment in my journey to the priesthood was an assignment I received in my
first year of theology at Mount Angel Seminary. I was sent to work at a youth
prison. The high school age guys I worked with were Catholic but couldn’t get to
the Mass offered at the prison. My job was to bring them communion. They had
all committed violent crimes and were going to be locked up for a long time. At
the same time, they all wanted forgiveness, respect, love, and a fuller life
than they had known so far. The days when I met these young men began in the
seminary chapel. I would pray over the readings of the day, looking for a
message that would speak to their lives in prison. Then I would take a few
hosts from the tabernacle and bring them to the prison. After the communion
service we would talk, sometimes about forgiveness, redemption, and the
struggles to live a Catholic life in prison, other times about baseball.
This
ministry has sat with me as an image of what the priesthood is. I was literally
bringing Jesus to those young men, and over the year I came to see Jesus in
them as well. Walking alone through the prison for the first time was a
frightening experience, but it brought me to a lot of grace.
The
path to communion in the youth prison began in Humboldt. With a loving Catholic
family I attended St. Dominic School and went to Mass at St. Augustine Parish.
My faith grew through the parish youth group and retreats at St. Peter’s
Monastery. As involved as I was, the priesthood was not even remotely on my
mind.
This
changed with a conference I attended outside Edmonton the summer before my
grade 12 year. A priest challenged us to pray a simple prayer every day: “God
help me to know your will and do it in my life.” What he said made sense, and I
began to pray. This was a dangerous move. I prayed that prayer every day, and
gradually, silently, the thought of priesthood appeared in my mind. I tried to
push it away, but I kept on praying, waiting for God to give me another answer.
Another answer didn’t come, and the answer I didn’t want got stronger.
God
put three important events in my path that helped me accept his call. First was
World Youth Day 2000 in Rome. There I learned to love the Mass. We had daily
Mass with anywhere from twenty people in a convent chapel to two million people
and the Pope in a field outside Rome, and I saw a beauty and power I had never
seen before.
Second
was the John Paul II Bible School in Radway, Alberta. There I learned to love
prayer. This school is now closed, but the year I spent there taught me serious
prayer. Prayer became a deep conversation and union with the God who loves me.
And this God was still calling me to be a priest.
Third
was Behold the Lamb, a traveling missionary team. There I learned to love the
people. We worked across Saskatchewan, Alberta, BC, and the Territories, and I
saw the difference God makes in people’s lives. If one year helping people
discover God was so meaningful, what about a lifetime?
Over
these years and in hundreds of ways, God changed my heart. The call to
priesthood, which looked impossible, unpleasant, and dull, became exciting,
beautiful, and real. Finally, after a few years of university in San Francisco,
I entered Mount Angel Seminary for the Diocese of Saskatoon.
My
journey to the seminary happened largely outside the diocese, but since
entering seminary the diocese has played a much bigger role. I am grateful for
the wonderful people I have met throughout the diocese, working in hospitals,
schools, parishes, youth programs, CCO, Face to Face, and many other places.
The lesson I learned at the youth prison appears again and again. Bringing
Jesus to people and finding Jesus in people is the way I want to spend my life.
Halfway
through my seminary years I came to a wise old monk very frustrated. I had been
working and praying for years, trying to grow into a good priest, but I
realized that I didn’t even know what I wanted to grow into. What does it mean
to be a priest? The monk sat back, closed his eyes, and gave me an answer: To
be a priest is to sacrifice yourself, in union with Christ, for the salvation
of souls. I try to do that. When I do, I find that sacrifice is never just
sacrifice. Christ’s sacrifice moved to Easter, and any sacrifice I make with
Christ moves to its own resurrection. That is to say, I always get back far
more than I give.
Looking
ahead now to my priestly ordination what I’m most looking forward to is
watching people encounter God. This might happen through the Mass, the
Sacrament of Reconciliation, or other prayers and conversation. However it
happens, helping the people loved by God know the God who loves them is an
experience worth giving my life for.
May 26
By Geoffrey Young
I was born in Saskatoon on October 21,
1985, the third and youngest child of Maureen (Richelhoff) and Jerald Young.
Prior to my birth, my family lived and farmed on land near Kerrobert, SK, which
is my father’s hometown. My mother’s hometown is Major, SK and she became a
teacher. I have an older brother Tyler
(who is married to Odette) and an older sister Natasha (who is married to Shaun
Bzdel). We have a close family, in which our Catholic faith has always been a
priority. As a young child, I was taught to say prayers before bed and meals,
we would go to Mass on Sundays, and I was encouraged as a young child to go to
the Rosary club at my elementary school, St. Bernard. My favourite memories
include playing hockey and spending my summers at Turtle Lake.
Following my Confirmation I became an
altar server at Holy Spirit Parish (Saskatoon) and I continued this up until
the time I decided to enter seminary. From an early age, I always respected
priests – yet I didn’t understand much about the priesthood. I graduated from Holy Cross High School in
2003 and although I didn’t know what I wanted to do for the rest of my life, I
had always been interested in politics, history, and religion. I studied for two
years at the U of S, working towards a BA in Political Studies, but around this
time I also began reading philosophy and theology, some works by Cardinal
Ratzinger and Pope John Paul II.
Up until that point, I do not remember
explicitly “thinking about being a priest”. In 2005, with the events
surrounding Pope John Paul II’s death, I had an inexpressible conversion. During that year, I began reengaging with my
faith. I remember asking myself “what is it that truly makes me happy in life?”
Looking back now, I can see moments
throughout my early life in which I believe God was calling me subtly to the
priesthood. But this vocation was most directly
inspired by Pope John Paul II. By his witness and faithful priestly life, he
showed the depth of his love for Christ and His bride, the Church. As a 19 year
old young man with talent, ability to do many things, he found himself in a
time of war – a dark time – yet he decided to give his heart totally to Christ,
through the hands of Mary.
One Sunday Mass following
Easter 2005, a Gospel was proclaimed about the call of a disciple, who gave his
possessions to the poor and followed our Lord. Then when going for communion, I
saw the image of one of the Stations
in which Christ is condemned by Pontius Pilate. I felt God was calling me to a
radical conversion from my much divided heart. But I didn’t know what this
meant. After Mass, I don’t know why, I suddenly found myself asking the priest
about the vocation. He said that if I desired to find out more, he would set up
a meeting with Bishop Albert.
I didn’t hear back for
about a month, which at first I thought was probably for the best; because I
hadn’t really thought this out much! Eventually, I met with the Bishop a few
times and over the coming few months, with his support, I discerned that I
could finish my BA in Seminary while also discerning a vocation to the
priesthood.
So I entered seminary, not
knowing with any certainty, but trusting that God would continually guide
me. In my heart, I believed in the words
spoken by Pope Benedict XVI, “Do not be afraid of
Christ! He takes nothing away, and he gives you everything.” I simply took it one year at a time, and promised myself not to
make a decision during turmoil but to complete the entire year.
During seminary, I know
that I have matured in many areas; most especially in my spiritual life, my
love of the Sacraments, knowledge of the faith, and for my love for the People
of God. Throughout my future ministry as a priest, I will always centre my life
on Christ – truly present in the Eucharist – and on a true devotion to the
Blessed Virgin Mary. Each year I find myself falling deeper in love with the
Church I am called to serve and the sacred priesthood that is still today a gift from Christ to his beloved. I also find that I am a more joyful and loving
person because I have heard that calling that fulfills my deepest
longings.
My ordination to the
priesthood will be June 10 in Saskatoon. I find it providential that Pope John
Paul II will be beatified May 1, exactly 6 years after I decided to follow his
example of priesthood and enter seminary. I know that he will remain to be a
holy intercessor in heaven for myself and for all the youth of our Church.
Pope John Paul II said repeatedly to
young people: “You are the hope of the Church and of the world. You are my
hope.”
I believe that there are young men
called to be priests in each of our parishes.
It is my prayer that our local Church
will continue to foster a positive environment promoting vocations to the
sacred priesthood. There are amongst us also young those who are called to be
religious brothers and sisters; there also are the future married couples and
families that will transform the Church and the world. I pray that many will
discern their call to all forms of Christian life and love. Such a radical
call is indeed counter-cultural; but it is
life-giving – one of joy, peace, and fulfillment.
Pray for your priests, love them; and
know that God will always remain faithful to his promise spoken through that
young prophet Jeremiah: “I will
give you shepherds, after my own heart.”
Mar 1
You are cordially invited to: ‘Mercy within mercy within mercy… A reflection on the Spirituality of Madonna House.”
Mar. 7th 2011 @ St. Anne’s Church, 7:30 p.m
Helen Hodson, a personal friend of our very own Bishop Donald, has been invited by our Chief Shepherd to lead an evening of reflection on the spirituality of Madonna House at St. Anne’s parish on Monday March 7th at 7:30p.m. Madonna House Apostolate is a Catholic community of men, women, and priests, dedicated to loving and serving Jesus Christ in all aspects of everyday life. Helen, who lives a single life consecrated to our Lord, has been a member of Madonna House for over 30 years. As a member of Madonna House she has fulfilled various roles including being a diocesan pastoral center director in England for 7 years. She currently resides in Combermere Ontario where she lives out the Madonna House charism, which is to live the Gospel in the reality of everyday life.
The evening will consist of Helen reflecting on the rich spirituality of Madonna House within the context of her own faith journey. She will also take time to reflect on the ‘Easter icon’ (the descent into Hades) as an icon of mercy.
Please send RSVP to Myron @ vocations@saskatoonrcdiocese.com or 306-931-4700 (Daniel Yasinski) by Friday March 4th. For more information contact seminarian Daniel Yasinski @ 931-4700
See you there! Peace,
Colm
Nov 12
Hello friends!
I am super excited to share with you news of the next Development and Peace Youth Solidarity Trip, which for the first time in Development and Peace history, will be in the Middle East, specifically to Lebanon in June 2011! The trip will allow us to visit Development and Peace partners who work in the region and to live an incredible multicultural experience – French, English and Arabic.
Attached to this email is the info flyer and application form for the Solidarity Trip, which includes info on the trip objectives, costs, applicant criteria, etc. In early December, five French-speaking and five English-speaking young adult members will be chosen by the selection committees to join the 2 Youth Programs Staff Genevieve Gallant and Marie-Hélène Roy in preparing for the trip.
Please spread this far and wide so as many youth and young adults involved in Development & Peace can receive it in time to apply.
Application deadline is FRIDAY DECEMBER 3rd, 2010.
Any and all questions welcome contact:
OR 416-922-1592 or 1-800-494-1401 ext 230.
Thank you and God bless!
Genevieve Gallant
Youth Programs, Development and Peace
What we would like to do is change the world by crying out unceasingly for the rights of the workers, of the poor, of the destitute... We can throw our pebble in the pond and be confident that its ever widening circles will reach around the world.
Oct 12
Holding Nothing Back, is a group of young men
gathering at several times throughout the year who are open to the possibility
of discerning the Priesthood. The aim of the group is to build community,
deepen discernment and learn more about what life is like as a seminarian and
priest. Often you may think that you are alone in Saskatoon in that you may be
hearing a call toward the priesthood. The good news is that there are others,
and these times of gathering will be a chance for you to meet them! The first
evening gathering takes place on October 18th beginning with
supper at 6pm and ending at 8pm. The evening takes place at Discernment
House located at 851 University Drive in Saskatoon. This time together will
consist of pizza, watching a contemporary DVD on discernment followed by a
discussion and evening prayer. For more information please contact Father
Marc Mireau at 664-6501, email: abbemarc@hotmail.com, Myron Rogal at
242-1500, vocations@saskatoonrcdiocese.com.
Holding Nothing Back , will be hosting
an event geared to all young men discerning the priesthood, married life, single
life, or religious life. The day long retreat is featuring Mark Matthews, who
is most famously known for facilitating “Bibles and Brews” all across the U.S.
and Canada. Mark will be leading the day focussing on purity and chastity, and
celibacy, The day takes place October 30th at Discernment
House located at 851 University Drive. 9am is the start time ending at 6pm with
a meal. There is no cost to this day and all meals are covered. For more
information please contact Father Marc Mireau at 664-6501, email: abbemarc@hotmail.com, Myron Rogal at
242-1500, vocations@saskatoonrcdiocese.com
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